I want my heart to stop being broken
I need to feel hope in this moment
And someone coming to claim me
While there's still something to claim
She fed my soul so long ago
And, took everything she once bestowed
Just like a friend now too far gone
And, of whom I no longer know
I need redemption
A God-given intervention
And, a single set of feet
Pressing the sands of this wretched coast
I've calloused my feet
Now it's time to callous my knees
Taste the salt of the ocean
Roll down my desert checks
I'm tired of the water taking me over
Tired of my faith rising and falling
And, making me wonder
If I'll ever find my heart not stone
Incessantly calling the strength of my bones
With flesh always failing to carry me home
I'm pressing on further
To the essence of soul
I've been feeling it tugging and crashing down
And, hearing its whispers and screams
But, have stood in fear of what it might mean
Giving up my feeble control
So, if there's a secret
I'm praying to the source from which it comes
That despite my defenses
The presence of higher love will set my soul free