I live a lot inside my head
Believe it or not
I'd rather be outside
Know the sun and grass
Touch the hand of God
Not be afraid to ask
A potential love
To bask in my presence
Over cream and coffee
Maybe a movie
A simple conversation
Maybe another day
Another week
Maybe just a single year
A peck on the cheek
A, "Nice to meet you, dear."
It took a lot to come to this
A nail and a hammer
A lid to a coffin
A long time lost
Being haunted
By a ghost that was no angel
Or the woman my head drew
Like my Mona Lisa
With white teeth
And a smile that releases love
On to only me
With puckered lips
And ocean eyes
Above blushing cheeks
And words so sweet
There'd be no doubt
When her soul met mine
So, here I am
Open like the book St. Peter keeps
Checking off names
Off of Honey-did-you-do lists
With hands to the sky
Malleable as clay
Waiting once again
For that coveted day
Searching just as ever
For the perfect words to say
Just how long I've waited
How much love I've stored up
How I can't wait to get started
Giving all of myself to her
Plain and genuine
Soft and eloquent
Fierce and gently
And forever and ever more
And forever again if I can