I’ve wanted more than anything
To adorn another with the best part of my heart
But, first, maybe I should warn of the worst part of me
A part so encompassing
It’s seemed nothing has survived its existence
Or crossed the canyon
To a heart as broken as mine
I could have been good for someone
I know, I could have given a good love to her
If only the one before hadn’t left my heart so orphaned
Now, the coal cars roll down the steel lines
Just to leave dust on the wooden ties and window ledges
Were I can scratch any name in on that paint-cracked pane
As long as it begins and ends with yours
And I know it should get easier
But, it gets no easier no matter how much I may attempt to ignore
The memory nailed to my front door
I could have been good for someone
And, I would have been good at giving my love to you
If only your measuring stick had measured beyond my ability to forget
I tried my best
So, if you must leave you can leave knowing that
I know you tried your best
To cross the canyon to my broken heart
With a measuring stick that was simply too short
So, if you must leave you can leave knowing that
The canyon’s span was not your fault