How can I ever trust you
When everything I say
In spite of all my good intentions
Will somehow be conveyed
In a way that I’ll regret ever stating
My true feelings for her
I remember how it worked
Once that bond was broken
The only thing that escaped was hurt
And, the pain of forfeiting it
Neither one of us deserved
The consequences of reliving it
Taking stock of what we had
Well, it’s hard not thinking back
And, recall the way that you would laugh
When I would get embarrassed
Around your friends, as I confessed
How much I truly loved you
And, thinking deeper into it
I wasn’t in the position to suspect
Any reason to bet against
The words I thought you meant
Or, the warmth that your hand left
The moment mine became empty
Decisions make you think of
The decisions that got you where you are
And, whether or not they spilled or filled the cup
That eventually become the scar
That somehow calloused your heart
Towards the emotions it once beat for
And, in all the aforementioned
I almost forgot the caliber of the situation
And, the reason I began writing at all
Was because my mind became convicted
To find the source of my heart’s infection
And, somehow release you from the clot
And, once again it's come to my attention
That of the aforementioned
I love you afterall
And, finally truth is beating
And, finally truth has come