So, the chain has been welded closed
Along with everything I ever felt, and now don't know
It's kind of like Christmas morning
Stocking's stuffed with sparkling coal
And a recipe for next years gifts
What I'm trying to say is
I've forgotten how good it feels to let myself love
To let myself let love come and go as she pleases
And not to force it
Here I stand like a strand of burning bulbs
Wrapped around the symbol of a supposed home
Yet, still nothing feels as it should
And nothing ever lightens the mood
Except the same thing that brings it down
Your memory is more than a blessing in times like this
More often a curse that I cannot resist
And in every meaning that I find
I still can't find the meaning as to why
I've forgotten how good it feels to let myself love
To let myself let love come and go as she pleases
And not to force it
Now, I don't know if this is "Goodbye"
Or if it's, "Wait around and we'll try again"
All I know, is the chain has been welded closed
And I can't force my way through it
And I can't force my way within