Come to realize, the drug wears off
Like a sky opening up to extinguish the fires of Hell
I spread my hopes as wide as she spread herself
And in that moment I was forgiven and finally myself
I guess I do know who I am
Just not ready to let go
Just not ready to be so exposed
And open to your criticisms of what I can’t be and what I can
They say love twists your convictions
Impedes its conditions on its victim
And all for only the chance that it brings with it
That in the end it will surpass all the worth it had in it
And there is worth if you would look
And it is worth every minute it ever took
Cause in the end it’s all that matters
Not ready to
No, not yet
Not ready to let go of my regret
Not ready to let go of you
I guess I don’t know who I am
I guess I’m just not ready to count all that I’ve lost
I guess I’m just not ready to realize the drug eventually wears off