Snow ball fights and other childish times
We are only young until tragedy strikes
Mother came outside and grabbed me by my arm
And I got mad thinking she thought I did something wrong
I can’t believe I went into that moment kicking and screaming
On the floor the telephone caught its fall
The kitchen for once was cold
I heard distant echoes escape the receiver
I was young but not stupid, not naïve
The dad I had barely known
I now knew was gone
Anger and lack of answers made me a man
That day I became a bottle and kept my emotion in it
Thought that if there isn’t love then what’s the point
I gave up, I copped out the same way my father did
Now on the other end I can hear my wife and son’s every breath
On the floor the telephone caught its fall
The kitchen for once was cold
I heard distant echoes escape the receiver
I was young but not stupid, not naïve
The dad I had barely known
I now knew was gone
Thomas was only six when I died in his heart
It’s hard now knowing we’ve barely spoken since
Now with this last coin my pride and arrogance is dead
It’s now up to him
“Hello…”
Then I head the telephone hit the floor
And he yelled
“I heard distant echoes escape the receiver
I was young but not stupid, not naïve
And You the dad I had barely known was gone
So at this point, you to me doesn’t matter at all”