I want to be like you
But being like you means I’ll be afraid
Sometimes I think it’d be better
I’m stuck on the edge of being just okay
It makes me feel like my opinion is waste
But I know that numb is just another form of pain
Did you know I died for you
Not physically but mentally and emotionally
I think we both know that that’s bad
But I think I’m the only one who knows that it’s worse
I confess you captured me
Made me believe that rapture could set me free
Though I can’t see how these tethers will loosen
It makes me think through the eyes of an amputee
And since this detachment is internal
You cannot come rescue me
Did you know I died for you
Not physically but mentally and emotionally
I think we both know that that’s bad
But I think I’m the only one who knows that it’s worse
Twenty-four calendar sets flipped
Though one middle finger says it all
I walk away unaffected
Did you know I died for you
Not physically but mentally and emotionally
I think we both know that that’s bad
But I think I’m the only one who knows that it’s worse