I remember lying on the river bank
Looking at the sky and all the other million suns
And for a moment I lost myself in question
With what I’d accomplished in the past
And with what is still to come
I asked God for forgiveness
I asked Him to slow my mind
So that I could focus on issues of the heart
I asked God for direction
And for a second all was clear, all was calm
Driving down the interstate today
A couple of cars passed me with rust instead of paint
And it made me wander, relating it to my own heart
So I thought quick, but deep and extraordinarily hard
That inside there’s still purpose even with the exterior scarred
I asked God for forgiveness
I asked Him to slow my mind
So that I could focus on issues of the heart
I asked God for direction
And for a second all was clear, all was calm
Seems like yesterday I took my first breath
Though years ago it seems I began living in regret
Now the only thing on my mind is climbing out of this well
I remember lying on the river bank taking in my first breath
And in that moment I knew I was never again living solely for myself
I asked God for forgiveness on the river bank
I asked God and He gave