I want honesty and love
Yet daily I am full of agony and lust
I have broken my promises
I have squandered forgiveness
I have spoken my mind
In haste and hurry
Now I’m worried
My chances are all behind me
Is this life
Is this everything it’s made of
Is this something I won’t understand
Until hindsight puts it in front of me
Clearly there’s more to learn
This is my life
My one and only turn
Turned into forth and fifth chances
That I learned little from
But gained wisdom towards the world
Unfurled in front of me
Yet another chance
Now I believe
My past is all behind me
This is my life
It’s everything that I’m made of
It’s something that maybe only I understand
In foresight I know everything’s in front of me
Clearly now beautiful
Is this life
With my one and final turn
I want honesty and love
I want agony and lust to fade away
In my life
I’m content
hey! this is a really good poem! uh... i can really relate to what you're saying... email me some time! talk to you later hopefully :-)