This is my apology
I've forced these feelings
And I derserve something better
Now I've been thinking
Maybe it's finally time to stop
Living to just impress the world
I've never thought about believing
If there's meaning between the lines
If there's color even for someone like me
Because I believe that might be all I need
Black, white, or some shade in between
I've got this aching dependency
On for one specific person
Who doesn't need the same
And I've relied on my imagination
To play out this story book
Now there's no destination
I've never thought about believing (it's not me)
If there's meaning between the lines (please tell me)
If there's color even for someone like me (please show me)
Because I believe that might be all I need
Black, white, or some shade in between
All I know is I need this
To crumble or cave in
Some say, "Believe this!"
So I stumbled and gave in
"But that's not who I am!"
I've never thought about believing
(it's not me)
If there's meaning between these lines
(please tell me)
If there's color for even someone like me
(please show me)
All I need is some shade
Some say, "I can't believe he gave in"
So when I stumbled I came back
Cause I'm not white or black
I'm some shade in between
"That's just who I am"