Why won’t this writing end
Seems all these chapters have to have some type of conclusion to them
And, there’s so much I wish for, cause there’s so much I lack
I guess, I’m just trying to put some meaning to the life I’ve already had
It always comes back to you
It’s like I didn’t live the eighteen years I did before I knew you
And, now years later, I’m stuck in the ‘twenty-something’s’
Still wishing as hard as I can that my name still meant nothing
I can’t lie
It was better when you didn’t know me
When you where still a mystery of mine
And when we were oblivious to the signs
Pointing us away from our innocence
Why can’t this life remain
When we’re old, the way it was when we were young and didn’t yet know hate
And, why is it so hard to keep the grip tight enough around faith
Without somehow losing it and watching it slowly drift further and further away
It never plays out how it should
You take your chances, hoping for the best, knowing it’s not the truth
And, it slowly breaks you as it quickly passes you by
But, there nothing so beautifully painful as when you look back on your life