Don't hold this against me
It's been such a long time
Since I've felt this way
Since I've lived for someone else
Since I've done for not myself
I hope life treats you well
And dreams of your's come true
I really hope you're doing well
And find what makes you happy
Don't hold this against me
Don't push away my apology
Even if you can't except it
Just know that it's sincere
Just know I've been doing some thinking
Just know that I know I was wrong
I pray that you find some peace
From the wars that you have waged
I always pray you carry some piece
From the time we share together
Don't hold this against me
Now I look back and remember what went right
And what went wrong, so little is sacred today
And I think back and rememeber what was said
And the words kept in, so little is silent today
I remember thinking nothing would ever be the same
Life has such a funny way, so much I have to learn
I remember feeling nothing would ever bring change
Life has such a funny way, so much I have learned
Thank you for being my first love
You've shown me how to be whole
You've shown me how to be broken
Thank you for being my first love
Thank you for being my first
It's been such a long time
Since I've felt this way
Since I began to pray
Since you showed me the way
Thank you for not holding my mistakes against me
Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for having the chance to thank you
Thank you for being my first love