The brunette tries her best
To keep the world at her finger tips
But those who mean the most
Are pushed away from getting too close
But those who mean the most
Are pushed aside behind closed doors
As the new year finds her older
The loss of her friend made the world grow colder
Did the friendship really matter
When nothing she does seems to make it better
Did the friendship really matter
When the time spent together makes her only grow madder
Covering her body with vinilla and lavander
She's setting the mood for the day love will find her
If she holds on time will bring her a lover
To take away her doubt and pull back her covers
If she holds on time will bring her a lover
To give her the strength to know no one's above her
She bites her tongue holding her words
Not telling her feelings only increases the hurt
If she let it all out things would change
Maybe her upside down world would rearrange
If she let it all out things would change
Maybe she doesn't know love shouldn't bring pain
So she puts on a smile frozen in the frame
For a moment in time everyone's all the same
She's built the bridges but they always burn
Cause the love she gives she never finds in return
She's built the bridgs but they always burn
Cause love's not around it's just something she's learned
The brunette tries her best
To give the love inside her chest
I hope she knows that someday it'll come
As long as she takes a break from her steady run
I hope she knows that someday it'll come
As long as she knows she's not the only one