My loneliness has lead me here to a point of no return
I'll walk to the bridge and let myself go
The air brushes back my hair and I feel the rush of a lack of fear
As the ice cold water surrounds me the ball and chain seduce me down
I follow were they lead
Although it's hard to keep the pace I'll be the winner of the race
Crown me the victor or make me the knight cause I've been through hell
To get to this point I was brought in and set to flames
The mocking was deafening and the laughter pierced me
Through my wrists and feet crucifing me to a cross
And as I felt my breath fade the darkness flooded my eyes
Hitting the river bottom semiconscience and in a daze
I prayed with the Fish as friends and the Current for my priest
I asked Him to take me some place other than far away
I asked Him to break me free of my ball and chain
And as I floated to the surface free of the weight of the past
I felt a surge of light shine on my whipped scarred back
Highlighting every old mistake I never made
Showing every wound healed that once guided me here
Free of hate but full of remission I filled my lungs with air
Swam to the bank where the Trees held their ground
Pulled myself ashore walked a new path of life
I found a new faith and the Current lead my way