In time my memory has shattered
Cause the pain of time was all that mattered
Leaving the pieces not to be gathered
To lie dead and tattered
Together but scattered
Six on the counter and one in the bag
In life my dreams were lost
Cause the hurt of sorrow and its cost
You loves me one sided like a tree and its moss
To stand still and in loss
Excited with exhaust
Five on the counter and two in the bag
In grief and in tears I drown
Cause my rainbow of colors have all turned brown
Turning to fall with leaves on the ground
To fall up and without a sound
With nowhere to go but down
Four on the counter and three in the bag
In sorrow and in guilt I cried
Cause the regret of us is an uphill climb
Forgiving myself for the times that i tried
To tell you the truth but always lied
With only myself and no alibis
Three on the counter and four in the bag
In hate and in anger, but not towards you
Cause I'm half way there and almost through
Believing so firmly in what was never true
To live a life and live it new
With only myself, no longer you
Two on the counter and five in the bag
In joy and in laughter I found what I missed
Cause the old I needed was just on a list
Knowing for certain the last time kissed
To find what I wanted and wished
Now in love with only bliss
One on the counte and six in the bag
In ends and in beginnings there are lessons to learn
Cause a love that's real does nothing but burn
Having the knowledge of old and waiting my turn
To never stand still but always yearn
Love in my past is from which the love I learn
None on the counter and all in the past