So many days and so many nights
laying awake with inward fights
Never fixing the wrong but passing the test
Always brought comfort while losing the best
Having a conscience but doing what's filthy
Leaves me down and out and always guilty
Knowing the real, the right, and the wrong
I'm concealed inside a soft lonely song
Living my life still hiding it too
From people I know and people like you
Needing to change and changing for needs
I'm left having wants, desires,and greeds
Just waiting to have the flames catch the wick
Hoping to be not a dark candle stick
Finding a new and finding myself
I'm placing my grief on that old dusty shelf
Brightest of bright with no black or blue
Cause of faith and forgiveness I found in you