I take this as a lesson learned
My stomach turned
The truth burned me
Like hot coals
My emotions were on the role
the short time stole
Was a rip off
Of the whole reward
The process had been retard-ed
Education in obedience is what I got hard head
To play games with my flesh got the best
Of me- the meaning of it all seemed to stall
And shock and disappointment made tears fall
The redundancy of situation made me ball
The pain of rejection made me call
out to the lord from a broken whole
the story of obedience was the subject at hand
though the sting stung the lord gave me a new song
and now glad am I that I now understand where I went wrong
with this lesson learned
the truth in me burns
out disobedience
and renews my godly conscience