Rrriiiipppp!
The foreboding sound
that threatens.
The sad thing is,
it is ripping the damaged
cloth of a frayed marriage
I hear myself saying.
“It is all for the best”
I am running for cover
Seeking for a new lover
to bridge the gap of in between
Father please help me to live clean
Of promiscuous prance
Peeking for a tickle to my fance ---ey
How I am going to maintain, I cannot see
Lord we thick like thieves must be
If I am to survive,
this bank robbery.
The dregs of this bitter cup
Taste like hopefulness out of luck
I can see the stains on the bottom
Reminding me of what once was
That should not have been
The recipe was bad
The outcome was sad
We were not prepared
Our foundation not well clad
A precious fruit
Nonetheless,
A princess
So beautiful
Has come out of this concoction
Only God can make sweet candy
Out of pungent misery.
What does it mean
Her presence
The statement of her undeniable
Oneness of us
She is so beautiful- as us
Why are we so ugly- as us
Her splendor begs to differ.
God formed her in the feminine part of us
Should we have allowed him to form us
As exquisitely as she is.
Is it too late
Almost three weeks to the wake.
Before the nails hammer in.
I can hear them offending the wood
As they sound the voice of the end
Bang, bang, bang!!
Is that it.
Is it finished.
I know that I need to be away from such
A bewitched state
But I was just hoping
I was just looking for
I was just crossing my fingers
Holding my breath
Believing against all odds
For a MIRACLE!!
An act of god that defies all odds
That makes heap and rubble of all false gods
Divorce, separation, adultery,
fornication, un-forgiveness,
on and on and on.
I was secretly hanging on
In a place that no one can see
But I feel myself letting go
I have let go
It is so scary
It feels eerie
Three weeks
a lot can happen
in 21 days.
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