Escaping from this nightmare
That's trapped inside my mind
Would give me back some freedom
And hopes that I may find
A better "something" out there
Than what I see in me -
Washed up drained emotions
And lack of personality
A numb spirited sensation
Creates an ever growing fear
That controls my absent feelings
Displacing but one tear
With an inability for expression
My internal panic starts to swell
It's an impossible recovery
Once I've entered in this Hell.