Girl didn't want to feel anymore
Took too many pills and hit the floor
Looking for a deeper way to feel numb
Cried at the thing that she had become
A painting of a bloody wreck
Running from a reality check
Do you really want all this?
An eternity in a blind, pretend bliss?
Girl took a razor to her wrists
Beat the concrete with her fists
Looking for happiness in her world
Realizing her life was curled
Can't ask for much more than this
No, that is a bunch of shit!
How can you handle all of this?
Is this all that there is to exist?
She let it all bleed blue through her veins
While the world stood back and called her insane
Pumped her dreams full of morphine
While she watched the realms in between
She searched this world for a reason to smile
While she drank her stomach to bile
Just cry and let it all go
Just scream so you can grow
All the things that they will never see
Just so she could feel free
She hid the pain in the depths of her heart
So they could never tear her apart
And watch her bleed deep within
While she slashed at her own skin.