I can't sleep at night
Cause my heart is drowning in it's own blood
And the tears that fall down my face
They are quietly bruised.
It's my fault.
I did it to myself.
And now I'm going to scream
This is not who I am
My insides are like acid
And my outsides are a stranger
Could you ever understand this
Do you realize how this hurts
The pretty pills I yearn for
The nectar I swore to never touch
Has me fading into heaven
But then backwards into hell
You really can't save me now
It's all on me
If only you could read me
You just might hate my soul
I let it poison my body
And play darts with my heart
It'll never be the same.