Recently I've made a giant leap
From searching my soul so true and deep
My family and Lord I will keep
And I'll sow the holes in which I reap
To all my friends, you don't give a shit
I don't blame you - not a little bit
For there's one thing that I can profit
And that's that none of you are worth it
As I stay away and do my time
I have conversations with my mind
Awaiting my freedom to be mine
Then I'll surely put my life in line
Now I feel a new kind of sorrow
That I'll probably feel tomorrow
By myself with no one to follow
Little support which I can borrow
Resentment and anger still lurking
I'm not sure why but it's still jerking
But all I know is that's not working
Feverish thoughts are not worth searching
But I can't forget my giant leap
The price of love is never too steep
I will sow the holes in which I reap
Keep moving on for I shall not weep