I’ve led myself into the trenches of despair
My feet trucked through the mud to quicksand
When you fight it you just sink faster in there
For over seven years I stayed without a hand
I was too selfish to realize my bad habits
The ones that I’ve hurt and in myself I lost
Now I’m another year plus paying the cost
I’m riding the waves of the sea in a storm
My ride is full of peril and hardship of time
The wind controls where I end up in form
It’s going to be a while before the sun shines
I’ve already become sick from my journey
It’s just begun and all new temptations arose
One’s I’m not used to, it’s enough to go crazy
I’ve given my life and rid of my life boats
No matter what I go through
No matter how much time I endure
No matter what people say and think
I will overcome, I will live forever
I will be in the Kingdom and together
With Him, I give thanks and remorse