My mind is scrambled
My thoughts are lost
My feelings are shattered
My friendship at cost
Content and happiness
The constraints of being free
Hard to find in all the bliss
Battered down with reality
I don't get some things
I don't want this feeling
I don't want the trouble it brings
I don't want my heart peeling
Why are things so weird
Why are they so fucked
Why are my thoughts cleared
Why are dreams plucked
Clouds boggle perceptions
Hopes smothered in the pollution
The mind's interceptions
Of the wrong solution
Is it so hard to find
Is it hard to accept
Is it fun to mess with the mind
Is it going to be kept