Betrayal

My mind is scrambled

My thoughts are lost

My feelings are shattered

My friendship at cost



Content and happiness

The constraints of being free

Hard to find in all the bliss

Battered down with reality



I don't get some things

I don't want this feeling

I don't want the trouble it brings

I don't want my heart peeling



Why are things so weird

Why are they so fucked

Why are my thoughts cleared

Why are dreams plucked



Clouds boggle perceptions

Hopes smothered in the pollution

The mind's interceptions

Of the wrong solution



Is it so hard to find

Is it hard to accept

Is it fun to mess with the mind

Is it going to be kept

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I believe I wrote this poem about a friend choosing to do something that would hurt me and a really confusing time in my High School life. Thankfully it is going to be kept.

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