I wake up and think about when I had you next to me
I drive and think of when you wanted to come with.
I try to work, and remember the fun we had painting together.
I try to shed tears yet my eyes have no moisture left
So I choke from my tear ducts taking moisture from my throat.
I go through each day hoping to see you, wanting to hold you
Just wanting to talk, and longing for your touch again.
I need you in my life more than blood to flow through my heart.
You promised never to leave
Although from the start I knew you would.
I tried to part then, to avoid this pain again.
You stopped me and held me, and said you’d never go.
I said that I couldn’t believe that, since I had been so heartbroken before
You promised again, blocking the door
…and I believed you.
Swore up and down that you were there to Stay
Even signed it in blood, you would not go away
…and I believed you.
Yet where are you now, in my time of need?
Where are you now, as I sit here and bleed?
Have you ever really cared?...Will anyone, Can anyone truly care?
For another human being, as the way I have and still do.
I dined you and fed you the best that I could,
And wanted to buy you the life of your dreams.
But you wanted more than my life could give.
So you chose to leave me in search of one finer.
And now we don’t speak, nor even write words
Because of the choices to remain unheard.
Yet try as I might to show you my love,
I have no other option but accepting you leave.
You came to my life as an Angel to save.
Yet left me with a dagger still burning in my heart.
I had a friend whose mom left
I had a friend whose mom left her dad after 42 years of marriage. She wanted wealth, a bigger house, and a new car every year. The youngest kid was 20 and had not problem with it. The dad was near comatose - what I do? not enough to keep her when someone with a lot more to give (love of course too) and a change from you and your lack of ambition - stop. Oh, that's most marrieds in the US and the World - she got hip to the jive and split baby. She wanted a slice is all, daddio ~Allets~