how could i tell her i loved her
did i really think it would work
did i really think that i could make it work
why did i tell her everything i did
why didn't i tell her everything i didn't
(though) i should have but didn't
because (i have no regrets)
it would have destroyed
it would have killed massacred
my feelings live on...
(or do they) how can i say i love you?
I know not how i do, but i do
how can i say that i miss you
when i can't for i am not yours and you
are not mine
gone
forever
not forever in spirit
forever in bond
and forever in life
loving you i cannot deny
for those moments i loved you so
i do not deny my feelings
i cannot deny my feelings
loving you... i do no longer
goodbye...
forever...
for real...