First I met you, then I loved
Took you for granted, I fucked up.
You lay sleeping while my tears
Soaking into bloodstains, they cannot be healed.
I was the sad one
Drowned in despair
But sadly my pain
Can get me no where.
All this fucking pressure
I'm clutching at my neck
I need you back inside me
To feel my self-respect.
The chains take their place
Conceal the shit I've made
I'd die to release myself from this pain
To look you in your perfect eyes again.
I SCREAM:
Im sorry
I love you,
I'm sorry for what I've put you through;
Thoughts infiltrated, instigated, taking over me
Eradicated, exterminated, no more mounting hate
Can you forgive me, baby, I'm sorry.
I was the sad one
Drowned in despair
But sadly my pain
Can get me no where.