Certainty is stolen.
Certainly I can steal it back?...
If my Guide has sent me
halfway across the entire Universe,
squeezing 20 years into 10,
certainly Certainty can be revealed.
Here I am, still alive, still fighting.
Breathing the atmosphere, my strong, prudent
reliable viewpoint I've created.
I am hopeful- optimistic of my optimism.
I trust my center, I trust my mind and heart.
I trust my trust.
Even now - 5:30 am and someone or something
keeping me awake...
- and I am relentless on getting eight hours -
I feel free in a way; in the way of happy.
Can it really be true
that I can have anything I want?
Can't say I didn't earn it, so;
Who the fuck would give that up -
without Certainty?