i curl into a ball and try not to cry
i see you in front of me
i remember things you said
you told me your heart,body and soul was mine
you told me you could never hurt me
will i ever be held by you like that again
will i see you sleep curled like a baby
will i ever look up and see you typing and smile
your my friend
you was my lover
you could have been my future
i dont blame you
i dont hate you
i couldnt hate you
all i see is clouds
fogging my mind
making me ask what i shouldnt
i could tell you ill be here
but i wont say what i cant live upto
ill never stop being your friend
but i wont always be here
ill never stop caring
ill miss you
and i always will
maybe one day i will look at you like that again
untill that day,
if it ever comes
ill always smile at you
ill always hope for you
ill always have faith
forever linked in friendship
dont forget me
and i wont forget you