4 a.m.

it's my life but it's my fault. 

 I looked straight up to the sky.   
I didn't believe in anything then
I thought I was a coincidence 
It paralyzed  me.  
So much I went numb .
 And ever since dec. 17 2003 ..
 I Awoke to the noise outside my door. 
I walked to see what is was,  Since then it's been the same. 
 
It was the dark one. 
 He was dancing. 
 Not so much dancing though ,  but taunting me.   I tried to shake it but it was real 
 
Yes .. I'm crazy.  
Because it's all true.  
Since that early morning .. I've not been me.  I'm not me. 
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