A deep meditation that took me
all the way to the end of my rope
A joyful realm attained after the burdens
of the survival state dropped away
no food, no transpo, no problem,
no money to buy food or fuel anyways
Happy as a clam to let go of this wicked world,
so wrapped in blissful preparations
Until I remembered I promised my father
that I wouldn't die before him
Sucked back to Life only to help my dad to the end of his rope,
pass here-we-GO-again, collect more money than I'll ever spend and for what
I could have been in Heaven,
now I'm trapped Hell,
no kin left to call my own