To the end and back again...

   

A deep meditation that took me

   all the way to the end of my rope

A joyful realm attained after the burdens

   of the survival state dropped away

no food, no transpo, no problem,

   no money to buy food or fuel anyways

Happy as a clam to let go of this wicked world,

   so wrapped in blissful preparations 

Until I remembered I promised my father

   that I wouldn't die before him

Sucked back to Life only to help my dad to the end of his rope,

pass here-we-GO-again, collect more money than I'll ever spend and for what

I could have been in Heaven,

   now I'm trapped Hell,

      no kin left to call my own

   

Author's Notes/Comments: 

to the woman who just pm'd me: So right! As you most generously pointed out, though I already know, how very low (bordering on no) my self-esteem really is... Do they sell that on Amazon?

to the guy who just pm'd me: Yes! I am fully aware of what a pitiful wretched creature I am... Thanks for stoppin' by...

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