Please tell me your doing something in the background
And this pain is not for nothing
God you promised our trials were fine tuning us
God you promised that just like gold goes through the fire you are refining us
God you said to rejoice in our trials
I cant see it but I hope I am changing
And hes changing
And they are changing
This pain will have a purpose
I will look back and understand it later
All pain has a purpose
The cruelty in swallowing these tears to face another day
Burying these feelings to face life its not sustainable
Stuffing this pain down to make it another day
How long can it go unaddressed.