Leaving you

If you ask me what built the bridge, I'd say you,
Then tripped, neck caught in the cable,
Ask me what I want, it's you,
Ask me what I hate, it's you.

Nothing here is simple, is it even worth doing?
What if you're doing it for all it's worth?
Can you put a value on worth?
I thought love was priceless,
Money spent and time wasted,
Or did I spend time wasting money.
Either way a fucking waste. Because I loved it.

I love you but I don't want you,
I stay so you hurt me, at least I'm feeling something,
Selfless yet selfish,
I do it for you,
I want this for me.