I dream about my last day of happiness,
But all I can remember is my last day without,
My last day of loneliness.
I am praying to all the higher powers around me,
Praying with all my hope, with all my heart,
That I will find my happiness.
That tomorrow will bring me the one who loves me,
In each and every possible way to make me feel special,
To be loved and showered with affection.
My light and desire for love is almost gone,
Soon I will join the list of dead,
I will fail this life; I will cease to exist.
I only pray that God will forgive me
If I die due to depression.
Soon it will be night and I shall dream of death.