a million ways/ to die inside/ a few dozen times/ before i get it right/ unbreathing seconds/ wasted life/ made mistakes/ can't forget/ wen flashes form/ inside my head/ scared of memories/ scared of you/ everything around me/ has to face the truth/ everyone else/ own way/ own path/ who am i / but one of the lost/ be my map/ open wounds/ just let it go/ drunken minutes/ fallen to the floor/ faking is destruction/ alcohol takes its toll/ stop the drinking/ stop the chaos/ go back/ a cycle/ repeat and recycle/ falling faster/ hit the ground/ get back up/ fall back down/ close my eyes/ hold me tight/ i'm on my way/ giving up/ last few seconds/ hold my hand/ walk with me/ telling me/ i'm not alone/ you're with me/ on my way up/ crashing down/ you heal the scars/ past erased/ give me time/ before i get back up...