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wishes don't come true
again i'm locked/ in this dank room of my own/ or so you said/ but you took out my bed/ on the cold floor i sit/ as tears start to roll/ oh, no it's happening/ why can't i stop/ every day can't end/ without a tear before i sleep/ each day can't end/ without you being such a bitch/ with music blaring/ hatred starts to seep in/ as your voice stays within/ my head it hurts/ from all your memories/ wishing i could scream/ and punch these tears away/ the wall will do/ as my hand gets destroyed/ but i can't feel nothing/ wishing i weren't so vulnerable/ to the things you always do/ i'm blowing up/ with head held low/ i'm falling down/ as hope loses touch/ my dreams are ending/ as desires come back/ reaching for that object/ no, i won't do it again/ something inside of me/ just wants to scream/ but hold it all back/ that's what i do/ just hold it back/ don't hear my voice/ never one of my own/ just always yours/ taking over mine/ you don't ever know/ just how much you're hurting me/ i want my life/ but it seems to be yours/ since i live under your roof/ i don't control my own/ wounds open up/ don't bend the truth/ don't look surprised/ as the blood starts to pour/ i've done it before/ this is real/ don't try to pretend/ i really wish you dead/ just like how you do me..
