so numb/ so tired/ of this fight not worth fighting/ hurting inside/ shows outside/ cutting inside/ scars repeatedly bleed/ as they don't heal/ as time passes by/ can't move/ can't breathe/ crying and twitching/ i look so retarded/ but i can't stop/ cuz this feeling runs deep/ you hurt me and stab me/ with your callous heart/ you don't seem to care/ i'm crying in front of you/ i fall to my knees/ what am i supposed to do/ who do i turn to/ when no one's there standing here/ be by my side/ help me up/ i need some strength/ cuz this shit is tough/ pls. be my shelter/ cuz it's raining too hard/ corny ass words/ to metaphor my meaning/ can't find da words/ to show my feelings/ undescribable pain/ torture is what i call it/ someone come rescue me/ i'll be da damsel in distress/ i'm needing help now/ before i give it a rest...