i tear dis heart out/ dis chest is bleeds/ it doesn't beat/ the soul is gone/ the body lost/ the veins are icy blue/ drained and incomplete/ there's nothing left to do/ investigate/ try to find/ the answer to this lie/ make yourself believe/ u did all u could/ there's no room for sympathy/ just regrets/ never said goodbye/ cuz who's to say/ you would cry/ not alone/ physically/ mentally/ alone and lost/ do u noe wat i'm thinkin/ wat i'm feelin/ i'm not alone/ but in my mind/i am deserted/ everyone gone/ stuck in a phase/ i can't get out/ seconds turn to day/ i just wasted it all/ insecure and numb/ how can i feel/ wen there's nothing left to breathe/ suffocated lungs/ i said my goodbye/ u didn't notice.../ am i supposed to cry?