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mother, dis is who i am..
my mother just doesn’t get/ why I am who I am/ why I’m so frustrated/ when I’m locked in my room/ where did the bruises come from/ why is there blood/ why is there anger/ when the door is shut/ why am I so quiet/ what’s with the dark/ infatuated by death/ what’s with this misery/ self-created and brought/ where was the girl she controlled/ she doesn’t know/ blame me/ blame me/ focus on me/ spoil the others/ but poison me/ kill me with words/ and actions scream pain/ you say go to hell/ I’m already here/ this house is hell/ this life is hell/ everything is hell/ why can’t you see/ you did this to me/ as you kept on abusing me/ no guilt, no shame/ as I get away/ escape from your chains/ the prison I’ve been kept/ I’ve finally been freed/ from the hell you put me through/ laughing and smiling/ as I’m finally out/ out of your grasp/ the control you wish you had/ you have no daughter/ that’s what you say/ who am I to you? / a kid you found in the jungle/ I’m not your kid/ that’s what you say/ I should die/ that’s what you yell/ as I’m quietly sitting/ get out, get out/ that’s what you scream/ why should I care/ when you cry/ when you ask/ for me to come back… / a failure to you/ why should I go back to you?/ make me feel like shit/ I wish you were dead/ an honest feeling/ I can honestly say/ I honestly despise you/ you blame it on music/ the people I hang out with/ I blame you/ cuz who am I / without you…/ never had my respect/ never had my love/ you lost me/ the day you killed me…
