feeling worse/ worse than before/ fallen from the wagon/ it's hard to go on/ stupidity is drinking/ trying to stop/ stupidity yells/ i just need one more/ who's gonna stop me/ my family hands me a bottle/ full of problems/ bad advices/ going the wrong way/ not going down the drain/ the liquid in these veins/ intoxicate the brain/ too easy to say yes/ too hard to say no/ angry and tired/ drowning in ignorance/ sleeping from drowsiness/ it all makes sense/ but than it doesn't/ emotions are changed/ they've been lied to/ alcohol does that/ and you can't go back/ waking up a wreck/ hangovers not bad/ but the memories come back/ it's not over/ you thought it was/ it felt like it was/ but it never is/ it never was...