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a letter to my parents
father../ you were never there/ forget your eldest/ you didn’t care/ hard hits with your hand/ kept me in place/ hard hits from items/ only reduced the pain/ you tried to say sorry/ you were too drunk/ you tried to stop/ the bottle was too tempting/ you called me a loser/ told me to grow up/ I was only eight/ when you told me to be an adult…/ mother…/ you had the money/ the friends in high places/ you seemed so good/ but evil at heart/ the tears you’ve caused/ burned my skin/ hit me with a stick/ you grew up with it too/ it was easy/ to just go to work/ leave me with the kids/ to play the mom/ come home and yell/ I did everything wrong/ I’ll never be anything/ that’s what you said/ buy me nice things/ you felt so bad/ you make me bleed/ you’re the source of my anger/yelling and screaming/ I am such a loser/ I shouldn’t of been born/ a mistake of the past/ you found me in the jungle/ all the excuses did last/ kick me out of the house/ to vent out your anger/ to go away/ leave you alone/ I ruined your life/ so goodbye, go home…/ I guess I should thank you/ for putting up a wall/ to lie to everybody/ to believe I’m ok/ so to my parents/ I’m giving you your wish/ you want me to leave/ just watch me walk/ without a word/ and I won’t be back…
