bloodshot eyes,
(vomitting on the floor)
the smell is intoxicating,
(suffocating on the floor)
i'm holding my breathe
covering my nose
trying not to smell
the blood of today
trying not to smell
(what i did wrong)
i didn't mean too..
(i was full of anger)
i couldn't stop..
(hate was taking over)
like a drug
like a poison
i wasn't thinking
i was blinded
(by the dark)
help me, please..
i don't know what to do..
i blanked out
(just for a little bit)
i woke up
(surrounded by blood)
i can't remember
i can't remember
what went wrong
(i'm so lost)
i'm so lost...
the sirens screams
(screaming in my ear)
the shouts
the yelling
the lights are blinding my sight
as i walked outside
covered in hysteria and shock
they cuffed me
sayin it's my fault
that i did this
but i can't remember
(i can't remember)
i can't remember..
(what caused this massacre... )
i can't remember
(how i did this.. )
i can't remember..
(how i became a killer.. )
i can't remember..
how it all ended..