gosh dammit...

gosh dammit

why can't u just understand

why can't u just get it..

i don't do these things for you

so stop being selfish

stop being so arrogant

cuz i dont' care

if you're so cool

i don't care

if you're so talented

who cares if you're someday famous

who cares if you're someday rich

i don't..

so stop trying to change me

i'm not you

i'm not your shadow

i won't follow you around

like some dog on a leash

i won't follow you around

to become more like you..

y can't u understand?

that i'm crying because of you..

i want you to know me

to see me

who i am as a person

you make me feel so bad..

you make me feel so much pain..

but i take it

because in spite of it.

i still love you..

i don't know why

i'm so crazy over you..

we're both so different

yet, we're the same..

it's hard to stay mad at you..

it's hard to hate you..

cuz i can't ..

i can't hate you

i can't stay mad at you..

y do u make me feel like this?

i hate it..

i just wish..

that you can see

how much u mean to me..

sometimes i wonder..

if you feel the same..

if u also go crazy

trying to understand..

y we're together

y we're still together..

you know..

i can't be more like you

i can't like the things you do..

but i'll still be here

by your side..

when you need me

for all time..

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i don't know if this makes much sense.. but in my head it does.. lol..

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