red tears are fallin from my eyes
no, i'm not the anti-christ
it's from all da pain and hate i feel inside
from all da anger and frustration i was caused
livin with the lies
having to hide this secret
from day to day
wondrin how i'll get by
living this life
the life i was born into
the life that isn't wanted...
so let these tears fall
fall to the ground
let these scars bleed
and never heal
open the wounds
that were shut tight
cuz i'm not holdin 'em in
i'm givin up
just let the blood flow out
and drain me dry
so i wouldn't have to open my eyes...
that's right..
i'm takin this blade
and cuttin deeper
cutting more and more scars
into this body..
i take a cd
break it in half
now look what i got
a sharp silver tip
that i'll use to cut..
making more blood rush out
making me pale
making me dizzy
i can't see a thing
i'm blacking out
the next thing i know
i'm on the floor
with no one there
to help me up...