MARCH 08
this is the last mistake you'll ever make
and the only bind you're bound to break
i can't commit if i just can't quit
i won't resist if this pain forfeits
i can't grab hands that reach inside
it all amounts to something meaningless
won't comprehend words you'd speak for mine
although you know that i don't mean this
never would be some day i'd know what it's all for
always finding some way to push the needles in more
sick of seeing the best of friends
turning me into the enemy
rather not come quick this time
i stay behind to save my sanity
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then when it comes back
nothing ever does that
i'd give anything to cut it down to size
something they told us
was one thing unspoken
their words left dangling just couldn't be reached
it's the way we react
when it doesn't come back
we make this our own by scratching away at the stone
if i'd convince you
once to commit to
placed an erased station on any day son
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positively don't need this negativity
been feeling this weight falling down on me
i've tried to block the view
though so close to done with you
i'm down a few more steps
and now there's only so much left
i don't want it
can't feel it anymore
what else can i do then aside from be doomed?
is there an answer
somewhere or anywhere?
when it comes full circle falling out of the loop.
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what was always is and never will be again
looking back before the bad turned the good against
this status remains at stasis
an opposite of constant movement
no one would know the difference
no eyes this way at all
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