the path followed always comes up short
i haven't even followed to begin with
i still haven't figured out the reasoning
or the way it's supposed to turn out to be
i'm always questioning the existance
persisting towards the valid solution
i'm doing what i must just to stay on ground
it's so hard to lose when i've never won
i can't take back what i've never been given
giving in so many times it's a mystery what i'm living in
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let it all fall just to see if it comes back
pay no mind and see how much you owe after the fact
you ask why and i won't ask when
you can't lie and i won't pretend
here the meaning is captured
like still films from past reactions
they say seeing is believing
so i'm receiving the frequency for short
just to rewind, retry, erase, then abort
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stay off my dirty hands
and playstats in heresay
this plane lands in bostwick
planned offhand out this way
messages in lawn maneuvers
freehand longhand still appeals to me
we'd see when in time out
why however the seconds land
well hear once the last time i understood:
it's neither here nor there
nor where here is or are near
now there is the answer
but not a question i fear
whether you want it this time
nowhere near isn't anywhere here
wanting to black my white with off-white
and to turn off the dark bringing on the light
getting the rest to knot my black shoeties
not the new guys
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platforms plitter platter in branching orders
somewhat ill eels still wheels
they come only when announced!
don't lock me out for taking you inside
don't happen to doubt you came along for the ride
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it's impossible with no probable direction
i'd rather go in without detection
all these dead ends to be met in both ways
it's all so red it's to bleed thru anyway
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we speak nothing and nothing left's un-spoken
like these words taken from unabridged volumes
there's no screw to tear it from the inside
to set it all straight, i'm laughing at you as well
porcelain portions revel in frozen fountains
many times they've masqueraded down mountains
so many to come and only five hours to go
hunting down the villian nine times one million
like big barqueing browns barbequeing billiards
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first half of two thousand eight
got two tax checks, shit! thats great
23 cent pizza, but had to wait
gas prices too high, i fucking hate
that's its so far of two thousand eight
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