if i should drown here before you;
your hands cannot reach me.
i'll just keep making myself sick.
there's no drug that can cure me.
just how can i better myself,
when everything's just getting worse?
how can i make my way out?
i can't. there is no escape.
it's so hard to keep this fire alive,
when it'll never be more than ashes.
why do i bother? why even try?
in the end, i'll just be pushed aside.