I wouldn’t know what to do, once I had it
Why can’t I be myself? I’m frozen solid when it comes to you
I turn to stone and don’t know what to do
But the longing won’t leave and that’s the truth
Please give me the confidence to face this straight in the eye
I’m standing in the open, but I’m sure not to survive
Everything I’ve ever wanted, are all the things I’ll never have
And if I ever were to have them, I wouldn’t know what to do with them
Just take me apart, and spread the disease
Because I’m already sick of trying, I’ll never get what I need
Nothing but a rock, that should sink beneath these waves
I might appear to be living, but I’m full of death just like the grave
I just can’t find the words to let out anything of significance
I’m lost when it comes to trying to find you
I just can’t be myself, forever trapped beneath this shell
You can’t ever get inside, I’ve got more than enough reasons to hide
What will it take to penetrate this stone?
To finally open my eyes, to pretend I’m not alone
What it will take it something that doesn’t exist
I’ve stopped trying, it won’t bother to persist
I hide behind this mask, because I can’t stand who lies behind it
I hide behind this dirt, because I can’t stand the world above it
I hide myself from you, because I can’t handle what might come from it
I’m so frozen