the rain only falls when i'm dead
is the medicine working, or is it all in my head?
can i crawl to the surface, or be there instead?
watch the skin crawling open, only my blood is red.
(the rain will only fall when i’m dead.)
i've walked the golgotha many times
sometimes falling more than thrice
seems like these days it'll never get there
i lag behind, not paying the price
like a life in death, my shadow's less than here
maybe i've seen this all before, on the flipside of the mirror
is my blood real? can i still feel?
the many things on my mind won't matter once i'm gone
am i falling like the rain? will i still feel the pain?
all burning red, the rain only falls when i'm dead